I miscarried my Daughter Lily on Easter Sunday 2008. Lily left such in imprint on my life that I want to share her story and the continuing "Story of Trust" I have been processing through.
Through many complications and near death experiences my son Trust Emmanuel was born June, 22nd 2010. Trust is a miracle through and through, but the hurt and trauma of his birth and recovery have been more than I could handle on my own.
I am writing this blog to reach out to mom's who've lost a child, or have had a traumatic birth experience. I am realizing there are not many resources out there to help process and work through these TOUGH issues.
I want to give mom's who feel alone and scared a voice and place of support. We NEED each other. We need JESUS to heal our scars. PLEASE contact me with your story... If you are ok with me sharing on this blog, let me know! I am realizing God can use our stories to help others, and it is so important to share our stories so we know that we aren't alone in this.
This is an amazing song written by JJ Heller, a Christian Singer/Songwriter. She Wrote this song after hearing about the story of precious Olivianna, baby who died at birth. I have had it on repeat these past 2 days. It is very hopeful!
When your heart stopped beating
I don't Know if mine will ever stop bleeding
Eleven minutes...
To breathe you in
I felt the darkness
When I knew I couldn't hold you again
When I knew I couldn't hold you again
Olivianna, you're in the arms of God
Just a moment there is better than here
Life is short but it is wide
I know it's true
You touched more souls
Than most people ever do
Olivianna, you're in the arms of God
Just a moment there is better than here
You could not stay with us (echoed)
We will come to you (echoed)
You could not stay with us (echoed)
Oh oh oh oh
You're going home love
Where you belong
Oh my baby, girl
I'll see you soon
Olivianna, you're in the arms of God
Just a moment there is better than here
Olivianna, you're in the arms of God
Just a moment there is better than here
